{"id":7602,"date":"2011-04-08T08:59:39","date_gmt":"2011-04-08T07:59:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fjala.shkoder.net\/?p=7602"},"modified":"2011-04-08T08:59:39","modified_gmt":"2011-04-08T07:59:39","slug":"kongoli-jam-perlyer-ne-denimin-e-kolegut-ne-81-smund-te-jem-i-lare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fjala.info\/2009-2015\/kongoli-jam-perlyer-ne-denimin-e-kolegut-ne-81-smund-te-jem-i-lare\/","title":{"rendered":"Kongoli: Jam p\u00ebrlyer n\u00eb d\u00ebnimin e kolegut n\u00eb &#8217;81. S&#8217;mund t\u00eb jem i lar\u00eb"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-7236\" title=\"Fatos Kongoli\" src=\"http:\/\/www.shkoder.net\/images\/fjala\/2011\/fatos_kongoli.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"200\" \/> <strong>Elsa Demo<\/strong>, <em>08.04.2011<\/em><\/p>\n<p>U b\u00ebn\u00eb disa muaj q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb botuar autobiografia &#8220;Iluzione n\u00eb sirtar. Pothuajse roman p\u00ebr vetveten&#8221; e Fatos Kongolit, (Toena, 2010). Shkrimtari tani jeton pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb vitit n\u00eb Nju Jork, e \u00e7&#8217;mbetet n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Vala e diskutimit mbi k\u00ebt\u00eb rr\u00ebfim t\u00eb Kongolit p\u00ebr veten ka r\u00ebn\u00eb, e tani ai po e prezanton vet\u00eb vepr\u00ebn kur e ftojn\u00eb qoft\u00eb n\u00eb Universitet t\u00eb Elbasanit s\u00eb fundi, e qoft\u00eb n\u00eb Muzeun Komb\u00ebtar si dje, n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Libri i tij ka ngjallur reagime pro dhe kund\u00ebr p\u00ebr rr\u00ebfimin e nj\u00eb episodi nga m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebt e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij: n\u00eb vitin 1981, ai d\u00ebshmon n\u00eb gjyq ndaj ish kolegut Hysenli Dume n\u00eb Sht\u00ebpin\u00eb Botuese &#8220;Naim Frafsh\u00ebri&#8221;, i cili u d\u00ebnua me 8 vjet burg. \u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb e zymt\u00eb politike p\u00ebr vendin, po aq edhe p\u00ebr autorin. I ati ishte p\u00ebrjashtuar nga Partia.<br \/>\nAshtu si n\u00eb gjith\u00eb romanet e tij ku elementet autobiografike jan\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebpranishme, edhe episodi n\u00eb fjal\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nd\u00ebrthurur te &#8220;Kufoma&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb intervist\u00ebn p\u00ebr &#8220;Shekullin&#8221;, po i japim lexuesit q\u00eb nuk e ka marr\u00eb akoma n\u00eb dor\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr, rr\u00ebfimin e Fatos Kongolit p\u00ebr dob\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe breng\u00ebn njer\u00ebzore, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb &#8220;pisll\u00ebk&#8221; nga i cili ai thot\u00eb nuk del dot i lar\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Zoti Kongoli, ju nuk e keni mohuar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb q\u00eb romanet tuaja, kan\u00eb pothuajse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb l\u00ebnd\u00eb autobiografike. E megjithat\u00eb ishte e nevojshme t\u00eb shkruanit nj\u00eb autobiografi ku t\u00eb shpjegonit gjer\u00ebsisht origjin\u00ebn e let\u00ebrsis\u00eb suaj?<br \/>\nKy lib\u00ebr shpjegon at\u00eb q\u00eb kam shkruar deri m\u00eb sot, si e shoh un\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb krijimtari qysh kur kam shkruar librin e par\u00eb n\u00eb periudh\u00ebn e realizmit socialist deri tek romani &#8220;Bolero&#8221; q\u00eb mbyll periudh\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb t\u00eb krijimtaris\u00eb sime q\u00eb fillon me romanin &#8220;I humburi&#8221;, i shkruar n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb vitit 1990 dhe i botuar m\u00eb 1992.<\/p>\n<p>Deri m\u00eb 2008 jan\u00eb tet\u00eb romane q\u00eb tek ne quhen epoka e tranzicionit. Prandaj edhe mund t\u00eb quhem zakonisht &#8220;shkrimtar i tranzicionit&#8221;. Mendoj q\u00eb pas k\u00ebtij libri t\u00eb hyj n\u00eb nj\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00eb tjet\u00ebr letrare.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ndiheni n\u00eb ato uj\u00ebra?<\/strong><br \/>\nPo. Ky ka qen\u00eb synimi i librit: t\u00eb vendos rregull n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kam shkruar. Tani p\u00ebr mua fillon nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb e tret\u00eb.<br \/>\nA jan\u00eb librat e mi autobiografik\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb pyetja m\u00eb e shpesht\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb. &#8220;Iluzione n\u00eb sirtar&#8221; \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr kryesisht p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb i kan\u00eb lexuar librat e mi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Por v\u00ebmendjen e ka t\u00ebrhequr episodi i jet\u00ebs suaj, i vitit 1981, kur ju punonit n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb botuese shtet\u00ebrore. T\u00eb jetoje n\u00eb rrethanat e kontrollit dhe t\u00eb survejimit shtet\u00ebror, jan\u00eb t\u00eb qart\u00eb njer\u00ebzit sot p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb aspekt t\u00eb s\u00eb kaluar\u00ebs?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Meq\u00eb njer\u00ebzit fokusohen pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb episod t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime, e them edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb se un\u00eb e kam shkruar at\u00eb si nj\u00eb detyrim ndaj vetes n\u00eb radh\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb mbas kaq vitesh, si nj\u00eb breng\u00eb shum\u00eb e madhe e jet\u00ebs p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhi.<\/p>\n<p>Nuk kam qejf t\u00eb b\u00ebj komente. Mbi t\u00eb gjitha, nuk kam menduar q\u00eb duke b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rr\u00ebfim p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin nuk m\u00eb detyroi askush, t\u00eb m\u00eb jap\u00eb ndokush ndonj\u00eb dekorat\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb thjesht nj\u00eb rr\u00ebfim i jet\u00ebs sime. K\u00ebt\u00eb mund ta interpretoj\u00eb kushdo si t\u00eb doj\u00eb vet\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Iluzione n\u00eb sirtar&#8221; \u00ebsht\u00eb lib\u00ebr shum\u00eb i gjer\u00eb. Aty ka shum\u00eb personazhe real\u00eb. Kur e kam shkruar k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr, e kam ditur q\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebta personazhe jan\u00eb gjall\u00eb, dhe nuk i jam trembur faktit q\u00eb ndokush mund t\u00eb mos i gjente me vend ato q\u00eb kam shkruar. Deri tani nuk ka dal\u00eb kush t\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb q\u00eb g\u00ebnjen.<\/p>\n<p>Nuk m\u00eb ka shkuar mendja kurr\u00eb q\u00eb kujtimet e mia t\u00eb botohen 100 vjet pasi t\u00eb jen\u00eb shkruar. Mua kjo kuraj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb ka munguar.<br \/>\nN\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, p\u00ebr disa mij\u00ebra lexues q\u00eb kam n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, &#8211; jam i sigurt q\u00eb i kam disa mij\u00ebra lexues, &#8211; e kan\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb qart\u00eb pse i kam shkruar ato libra.<\/p>\n<p>Ka jo pak njer\u00ebz q\u00eb mendojn\u00eb se kjo q\u00eb keni b\u00ebr\u00eb do i vlej\u00eb diskutimit tek ne p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn.<br \/>\nNuk e kam shkruar k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr p\u00ebr t&#8217;iu treguar t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve \u00e7&#8217;duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb e nuk duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb breng\u00eb personale.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ka t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn breng\u00eb?<\/strong><br \/>\nBesoj se ka dhe ka shum\u00eb, varet sa e ndjen ai p\u00ebr ta rr\u00ebfyer nj\u00eb breng\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, dhe kjo varet nga shum\u00eb rrethana. Meraku im ka qen\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb jem sa m\u00eb i sakt\u00eb n\u00eb dh\u00ebnien e gj\u00ebrave, sepse jan\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb i p\u00ebrkasin nj\u00eb t\u00eb kaluare, t\u00eb mos kem lajthitje.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00cbsht\u00eb shkruar vet\u00ebm n\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb kujtes\u00ebs?<\/strong><br \/>\nVet\u00ebm me kujtes\u00ebn time.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Si e kan\u00eb pritur ish koleg\u00ebt e &#8220;Naim Frash\u00ebrit&#8221;?<\/strong><br \/>\nIsh koleg\u00ebve t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb botuese iu ka p\u00eblqyer libri. Por n\u00eb shtyp \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrdorur edhe nj\u00eb gjuh\u00eb shum\u00eb agresive ndaj meje, do t\u00eb thosha e turpshme, posht\u00ebruese sepse manipulon th\u00ebniet e mia, i shk\u00ebput nga konteksti. Kan\u00eb qen\u00eb momente shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira p\u00ebr mua edhe k\u00ebto. Ashtu si\u00e7 do t\u00eb kishte edhe shkrime q\u00eb e lexonin ndryshe k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tani keni nisur ta prezantoni librin. Duket t&#8217;ju ket\u00eb \u00e7liruar.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Jo. \u00cbsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka shum\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme. Relavitisht, nuk \u00e7lirohet njeriu nga disa brenga sepse jan\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb nuk kthehen m\u00eb. D\u00ebmi q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nuk ndreqet. \u00cbsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb ai d\u00ebm. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb breng\u00eb, pavar\u00ebsisht se sa ka qen\u00eb pjesa ime, un\u00eb sidoqoft\u00eb u p\u00ebrlyeva n\u00eb at\u00eb pisll\u00ebk q\u00eb u b\u00eb. Edhe pse e b\u00ebra gjestin q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb b\u00ebhej, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka shpirt\u00ebrore, nuk mund t\u00eb jem i qet\u00eb, nuk jam i lar\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kaq e thjesht\u00eb, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn jo n\u00eb rastin tim. Ndryshe un\u00eb nuk do ta kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb fare k\u00ebt\u00eb. Kam qet\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb thash\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn time, e v\u00ebrteta q\u00eb duhet besuar. Sepse n\u00eb realitet ndodhnin gj\u00ebra nga m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshmet. Fillojn\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt dhe b\u00ebjn\u00eb historin\u00eb t\u00ebnde, si\u00e7 kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb dikush.<\/p>\n<p>Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb ta b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt portretin. Un\u00eb nuk kam dashur t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb portretin tim, kam dashur t\u00eb b\u00ebj nj\u00eb rr\u00ebfim. Edhe k\u00ebtu jam gjithmon\u00eb brenda natyr\u00ebs sime, brenda personazheve t\u00eb mi. Kam b\u00ebr\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb personazhet e mi, jam rr\u00ebfyer.<\/p>\n<p>Po t\u00eb lexosh librat e mi dhe po t\u00eb lexosh &#8220;Iluzionet&#8221;, un\u00eb kam q\u00eb nga 1991 e k\u00ebtej q\u00eb s&#8217;b\u00ebj gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, vet\u00ebm rr\u00ebfehem. Tani q\u00eb b\u00ebra k\u00ebt\u00eb, kam menduar q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb faz\u00eb tjet\u00ebr e t\u00ebr\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Do nd\u00ebrroni melodi?<\/strong><br \/>\nT\u00eb shikojm\u00eb. Besoj q\u00eb do ta kem t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb q\u00eb pas k\u00ebtij libri t\u00eb shkruaj v\u00ebrtet.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Po pse \u00ebsht\u00eb nevoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar ndryshe? \u00c7far\u00eb ka ndodhur?<\/strong><br \/>\nUn\u00eb e respektoj lexuesin shum\u00eb dhe e kam edhe shum\u00eb frik\u00eb. Kur them lexuesin, nuk kam parasysh nj\u00eb lexues konkret. Kam parasysh qoft\u00eb edhe lexuesin virtual. Lexuesi i sot\u00ebm ka kontakte t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme, ka mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb zgjedh\u00eb, e n\u00ebse ti nuk i thua di\u00e7ka t\u00eb re, ose hesht ose thuaj di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb se heshtja.<\/p>\n<p>Pra \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo k\u00ebrkesa e p\u00ebrhershme e nj\u00eb autori q\u00eb mund\u00ebsisht t\u00eb mos p\u00ebrs\u00ebris\u00eb veten. Por kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka shum\u00eb metafizike. Si do dal\u00ebsh para lexuesit me L t\u00eb madhe kur ky ka nj\u00ebmij\u00eb variacione p\u00ebr t\u00eb lexuar gj\u00ebra m\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ka ndikuar distanca p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar &#8220;Iluzionet&#8221;?<\/strong><br \/>\nJo. Un\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr e kam shkruar n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb. Amerika \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dimension q\u00eb un\u00eb jam fillestar e nuk e njoh.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ju e ndjeni agresiv mjedisin k\u00ebtu dhe nuk ju ndikon p\u00ebr mir\u00eb.<\/strong><br \/>\nUn\u00eb pa k\u00ebt\u00eb mjedis nuk do shkruaja dot, por n\u00eb Nju Jork kam kushte t\u00eb shkruaj qet\u00ebsisht. Kam mb\u00ebrritur te kjo faz\u00eb e jet\u00ebs sime: t\u00eb vij k\u00ebtu, t\u00eb ngarkohem e t\u00eb shkarkohem atje.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Keni shkruar nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb?<\/strong><br \/>\nGj\u00ebrat q\u00eb tregohen nuk b\u00ebhen. Ka disa gj\u00ebra q\u00eb nuk tregohen pa u b\u00ebr\u00eb. B\u00ebhen n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb si ajo bima q\u00eb mbin n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, n\u00ebn tok\u00eb, n\u00ebn dhe. Sheh gj\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb fush\u00eb q\u00eb papritur b\u00ebhet e gjelb\u00ebr e pastaj me grur\u00eb? Fillimisht ti nuk sheh asgj\u00eb. Mir\u00ebpo ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb aty brenda. Duhet pritur \u00e7far\u00eb do dal\u00eb. Do mbij\u00eb a s&#8217;do mbij\u00eb fare.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Por duhej t\u00eb shkruanit kujtimet nj\u00ebher\u00eb&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\nMbasi mbarova &#8220;Boleron&#8221;, kisha nj\u00eb ide ngacmuese p\u00ebr nj\u00eb roman t\u00eb ri. U ktheva n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb me iden\u00eb e romanit t\u00eb ri. Po gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb ngurroja. Derisa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb n\u00eb bukur kur u ngrita n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, thash\u00eb: nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj tashti.<\/p>\n<p>Duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj nj\u00eb bilanc meq\u00eb jeta ime hyri n\u00eb nj\u00eb kthes\u00eb ku pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb koh\u00ebs do e kaloj andej, nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb tjet\u00ebr k\u00ebtu. Ika nga jeta ime e p\u00ebrditshme, u prish ai rregulli i gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs. Doja t\u00eb vija nj\u00eb rregull, plus nevoja ime e p\u00ebrhershme p\u00ebr t\u00eb rr\u00ebfyer shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. V\u00ebrtet romanet e mia jan\u00eb trillime por jan\u00eb shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb jan\u00eb p\u00ebrjetime t\u00eb miat.<\/p>\n<p>Gjithmon\u00eb kam menduar q\u00eb njeriu duhet t\u00eb shkruaj kujtimet e tij mbasi i ka mbyllur t\u00eb gjitha hesapet. Mir\u00ebpo q\u00ebllimi nuk ishte t\u00eb tregoja kujtime t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime, si\u00e7 b\u00ebhet zakonisht ku njer\u00ebzit evidentojn\u00eb veten e vet, sa t\u00eb zot\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb, sa t\u00eb zgjuar. Doja t\u00eb vendosja nj\u00eb rregull n\u00eb krijimtarin\u00eb time dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb rr\u00ebfim vetjak n\u00eb funksion t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Nj\u00eb nga personat kryesor\u00eb q\u00eb ju lidh me iluzionet, \u00ebsht\u00eb babai juaj, Baki Kongoli.<\/strong><br \/>\n\u00cbsht\u00eb drama e tim eti q\u00eb ka ndikuar shum\u00eb tek un\u00eb. Prandaj un\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr e kam quajtur &#8220;Iluzione n\u00eb sirtar&#8221;. Jan\u00eb iluzionet e tim eti, nj\u00eb artist i shkolluar n\u00eb Per\u00ebndim, q\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi idet\u00eb komuniste n\u00eb Itali. K\u00ebshtu ma kishte shpjeguar. Kishte dy alternativa p\u00ebr t\u00eb: o komunizmin e Antonio Gramshit, o fashizmin e Du\u00e7es.<\/p>\n<p>Ai ishte alergjik ndaj k\u00ebmish\u00ebzinjve, edhe si shum\u00eb intelektual\u00eb t\u00eb koh\u00ebs p\u00ebrqafoi komunizmin. Shkoi n\u00eb luft\u00eb, doli partizan dhe pati nj\u00eb fund tragjik. Ai i kishte besuar idealit p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin punoi gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn. Ai mbeti i till\u00eb edhe mbasi e d\u00ebnuan dhe e flak\u00ebn si limon i shtrydhur.<\/p>\n<p>Deri n\u00eb fund, shum\u00eb shenja tregojn\u00eb se ai i besonte atij ideali. Kam nj\u00eb episod, kur un\u00eb kam par\u00eb q\u00eb ai shkoi pshurri n\u00eb sirtar\u00ebt e tryez\u00ebs s\u00eb pun\u00ebs, &#8211; sot e kam un\u00eb, n\u00eb at\u00eb tryez\u00eb punoj. K\u00ebshtu p\u00ebrfundoi ai njeri q\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn ia kushtoi idealit t\u00eb gabuar.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8220;Iluzione n\u00eb sirtar&#8221; jan\u00eb edhe zhg\u00ebnjimet juaj..<\/strong><br \/>\nShum\u00eb i hidhur, shum\u00eb i thell\u00eb, fill pasi u p\u00ebrmbys diktatura, n\u00eb vitet e para t\u00eb epok\u00ebs s\u00eb demokracis\u00eb, me zhvillimet e kapitalizmit t\u00eb eg\u00ebr dhe q\u00eb i dim\u00eb, ato drama t\u00eb tmerrshme t\u00eb tranzicionit q\u00eb kaluam e po kalojm\u00eb sot e k\u00ebsaj dite.<\/p>\n<p>Dhe librat e mi \u00e7far\u00eb jan\u00eb? Jan\u00eb gjendja e d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar q\u00eb p\u00ebrfundon n\u00eb vet\u00ebvrasje, psiqika e r\u00ebnd\u00eb e personazheve t\u00eb mi n\u00eb nj\u00eb realitet zhg\u00ebnjyes. Ato jan\u00eb shprehje e zhg\u00ebnjimit t\u00eb iluzioneve t\u00eb mia. Mbase mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb njer\u00ebz q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjimin tim mund t\u00eb mos ma falin. 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