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Gentian Bala<\/b><\/p>\nIntranzigjenti<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
Gentian Bala<\/b><\/p>\n
Fillimi i k\u00ebtij mij\u00ebvje\u00e7ari i gjeti shqiptar\u00ebt t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebrta an\u00ebt e globit, si emigrant\u00eb, si refugjat\u00eb, si student\u00eb, si pun\u00ebtor\u00eb, si familjar\u00eb. Shpesh, t\u00eb mos hezitojm\u00eb ta pranojm\u00eb, edhe si mafioz\u00eb. Shum\u00eb prej tyre me nj\u00eb nostalgji q\u00eb i ka lidhur me nj\u00ebri tjetrin, t\u00eb tjer\u00eb me nj\u00eb melankoli karakteristike t\u00eb njeriut q\u00eb nuk di se ku ndodhet vendi t\u00eb cilit i p\u00ebrket. Por pa diskutim, fillimi i k\u00ebtij mij\u00ebvje\u00e7ari, u karakterizua edhe nga rikthimi i emigrant\u00ebve, p\u00ebr t\u00eb investuar dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtuar t\u00eb ardhmen e tyre n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri me nj\u00eb frym\u00eb optimizmi t\u00eb rinovuar.<\/p>\n
D\u00ebshira e emigrant\u00ebve p\u00ebr t\u2019u kthyer, nuk ishte e rast\u00ebsishme. Ajo nuk ishte, sigurisht, merit\u00eb e ndonj\u00eb politike shtet\u00ebrore p\u00ebr t\u00eb kthyer forc\u00ebn pun\u00ebtore apo edhe mendjet e ndritura me q\u00ebllim patriotik dhe si projekt kryesor, ringritjen e vendit. Kthimi i shqiptar\u00ebve n\u00eb at\u00eb periudh\u00eb shpjegohet me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. Shpresa.<\/p>\n
Mjafton shum\u00eb pak q\u00eb emigranti t\u00eb kthehet n\u00eb vendin e tij. K\u00ebshtu, 10-12 vite m\u00eb par\u00eb shihje nj\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri krejt ndryshe nga ajo e m\u00ebparshmja por edhe nga kjo e sotmja, mjaftueshm\u00ebrisht t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse p\u00ebr cilindo q\u00eb jetonte jasht\u00eb kufijve t\u00eb vendit. Edhe ai q\u00eb nuk shihte nj\u00eb vend t\u00eb begat\u00eb, shihte mund\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr ta ndryshuar vendin dhe p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Nd\u00ebrsa sot, sot mbizot\u00ebron d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr tu larguar. Fenomeni i kund\u00ebrt me at\u00eb t\u00eb 10 viteve m\u00eb par\u00eb. D\u00ebshira p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndryshuar vend dhe jo p\u00ebr ta ndryshuar k\u00ebt\u00eb vend. <\/p>\n
Kush lindi k\u00ebtu por edhe kush u kthye nuk e pati kurr\u00eb mund\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kontribuar n\u00eb nd\u00ebrtimin e vendit t\u00eb vet. Por jo vet\u00ebm kaq. Shqip\u00ebria sot nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vend i jetuesh\u00ebm sepse shteti ka r\u00ebn\u00eb. Institucione t\u00eb pavarura nuk ka m\u00eb, madje ato nuk mund t\u00eb quhen m\u00eb institucione. Sot, 22 vjet m\u00eb pas, problemet kryesore t\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve vazhdojn\u00eb t\u00eb jen\u00eb, mungesa e energjis\u00eb elektrike dhe e ujit t\u00eb pijsh\u00ebm, por edhe e siguris\u00eb fizike, siguris\u00eb ekonomike, dhe siguris\u00eb sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsore. Sot mund t\u00eb jesh deputet, gjykat\u00ebs, d\u00ebshmitar, qytetar protestues apo pun\u00ebtor fabrike n\u00eb t\u00eb zez\u00eb dhe jet\u00ebn nuk ta garanton askush. At\u00eb \u00e7ka garanton shteti sot \u00ebsht\u00eb pand\u00ebshkueshm\u00ebria e satrap\u00ebve.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb 1997-\u00ebn ik\u00ebm sepse nuk kishte m\u00eb shtet, nuk kishte siguri, nuk kishte t\u00eb ardhme. T\u00eb rinjt\u00eb ishin ata q\u00eb ik\u00ebn n\u00eb num\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u00eb madh. Sepse t\u00eb rinjve u nevojitej shum\u00eb pak, vet\u00ebm rrobat e trupit, nj\u00eb trast\u00eb me buk\u00eb sa p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrballuar dy dit\u00eb rrug\u00eb, dhe guxim. Fluksi i emigrimit vazhdoi p\u00ebr disa vjet. Konstant. Nuk ishte si nj\u00eb dallg\u00eb Tsunami n\u00eb ikje e cila l\u00eb pas rr\u00ebnojat, por si nj\u00eb val\u00eb e cila largohet pasi ka p\u00ebrmbytur tokat p\u00ebr vite me rradh\u00eb dhe pas saj l\u00eb hi\u00e7in. <\/p>\n
\u00c7far\u00eb perspektive mund t\u00eb shihnin t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend?
\nMe dashje apo pa dashje, si pasoj\u00eb e djall\u00ebzis\u00eb s\u00eb p\u00ebrfituar nd\u00ebr vite apo si pasoj\u00eb paaft\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb tij t\u00eb lindur; besoni cilin version t\u00eb doni, Berisha n\u00eb \u201997-\u00ebn nuk e la Shqip\u00ebrin\u00eb t\u00eb rr\u00ebnuar por e la bosh. Nj\u00eb hi\u00e7 i vog\u00ebl n\u00eb mes t\u00eb Evrop\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Po sot, \u00e7far\u00eb i b\u00ebn t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb ta shohin t\u00eb ardhmen, nj\u00ebsoj si n\u00eb 1997-\u00ebn, vet\u00ebm larg Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb?<\/p>\n
M\u00eb par\u00eb akoma, n\u00eb fillimvitet \u201890, ik\u00ebm sepse k\u00ebtu nuk rrihej m\u00eb, sepse 50 vjet ishin shum\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb zog shqipeje, p\u00ebr t\u00eb q\u00ebndruar mbyllur n\u00eb kafaz. Mbase shtet kishte, edhe pse n\u00eb dekadenc\u00eb, por shteti me hekura t\u00eb ndryshkura nuk mund t\u00eb na mbante t\u00eb mbyllur p\u00ebr sa koh\u00eb jasht\u00eb ishte \u00ebndrra Evrop\u00eb. Shum\u00eb ik\u00ebn duke l\u00ebn\u00eb pas rr\u00ebnojat e nj\u00eb regjimi t\u00eb cilin, n\u00eb fund zbuluam q\u00eb askush nuk e donte por t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ndihmuam p\u00ebr ta mbajtur, plot gjysm\u00eb shekulli, n\u00eb jet\u00eb. <\/p>\n
Po sot? \u00c7\u2019arsye kemi sot, q\u00eb nuk na mban njeri t\u00eb mbyllur e nuk ka r\u00ebn\u00eb shteti, p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur drejt Evrop\u00ebs q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb ajo e viteve \u201990?
\nD\u00ebshira e t\u00eb rinjve p\u00ebr tu larguar nga Shqip\u00ebria pas nj\u00eb izolimi 50 vje\u00e7ar ishte reagim i pritsh\u00ebm por largimi i tyre gjat\u00eb 22 viteve demokraci \u00ebsht\u00eb i pafalsh\u00ebm dhe deri diku i pariparuesh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n
Te rinjt\u00eb duan nj\u00eb vend ndryshe, nj\u00eb vend tjet\u00ebr por e vetmja m\u00ebnyr\u00eb p\u00ebr ta realizuar k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr \u00ebsht\u00eb duke luftuar k\u00ebtu dhe duke i dh\u00ebn\u00eb jet\u00eb aspiratave t\u00eb tyre n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. P\u00ebr ta realizuar k\u00ebt\u00eb duhet filluar nga angazhimi aktiv, i p\u00ebrditsh\u00ebm, konstant, p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbysur sistemin e krimbur q\u00eb bazohet n\u00eb feudet e t\u00eb pakt\u00ebve dhe q\u00eb ngrihet mbi kokat e t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve. <\/p>\n
P\u00ebr koincidence, p\u00ebr ters apo p\u00ebr dreq, Berisha \u00ebsht\u00eb protagonist n\u00eb t\u00eb tre periudhat e emigrimeve masive t\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve. Ai ishte p\u00ebrball\u00eb dhe jo n\u00eb krah t\u00eb student\u00ebve n\u00eb \u201990-\u00ebn, p\u00ebrball\u00eb dhe jo me shqiptar\u00ebt n\u00eb \u201997-\u00ebn. Berisha \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrball\u00eb nesh sot, dhe ne nuk duam, nuk duhet t\u00eb ikim. Kujt i ka ardhur ora p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur nj\u00eb her\u00eb e p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb Berisha sistem dhe jo vet\u00ebm Berisha kryeminist\u00ebr. Alternativa jon\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ndryshimi jo mbajtja, q\u00ebndrimi jo largimi. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Intranzigjenti Gentian Bala Fillimi i k\u00ebtij mij\u00ebvje\u00e7ari i gjeti shqiptar\u00ebt t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebrta an\u00ebt e globit, si emigrant\u00eb, si refugjat\u00eb, si student\u00eb, si pun\u00ebtor\u00eb, si familjar\u00eb. Shpesh, t\u00eb mos hezitojm\u00eb ta pranojm\u00eb, edhe si mafioz\u00eb. Shum\u00eb prej tyre me nj\u00eb nostalgji q\u00eb i ka lidhur me nj\u00ebri tjetrin, t\u00eb tjer\u00eb me nj\u00eb melankoli […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6322","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-artikuj"},"yoast_head":"\n