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Don Marjan Ukaj<\/strong><\/p>\n Fundi i shekullit XIX dhe fillimi i shekullit XX karakterizohej me luft\u00ebra t\u00eb paepura p\u00ebr \u00e7lirimin e trojeve shqiptare nga pushtimet e huaja. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb periudh\u00eb nga trungu i popullit ton\u00eb t\u00eb shum\u00ebvuajtur dol\u00ebn Rilind\u00ebs trima dhe mendjendritur, q\u00eb me arm\u00eb dhe pen\u00eb i dol\u00ebn zot Atdheut. At\u00ebher\u00eb kur Qeverit\u00eb e M\u00ebdha i coptuan trojet tona, nd\u00ebrsa Kulshedra e kuqe po p\u00ebrgatitej ta v\u00ebnte n\u00ebn kthetrat e veta kombin ton\u00eb t\u00eb lasht\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje t\u00eb till\u00eb, n\u00eb qytetin e Shkupit, me 26 gusht 1910 Zoti e solli n\u00eb jet\u00eb Gonxhe Bojaxhiun, e cila m\u00eb von\u00eb u kuptua si m\u00eb i madhi peshqesh p\u00ebr popullin ton\u00eb dhe bot\u00ebn.<\/p>\n Kjo Gonxhe u qe besuar prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb p\u00ebrshpirtsh\u00ebm, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt, p\u00ebrkund\u00ebr urrejtjes dhe varf\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb madhe t\u00eb koh\u00ebs, dit\u00ebn ta rrisnin dhe ta edukonin bijen e vet n\u00eb frym\u00ebn e idealeve ungjillore, p\u00ebr t\u00eb \u00e7elur m\u00eb von\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr ta mbushur bot\u00ebn me arom\u00ebn e dashuris\u00eb, t\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtis\u00eb dhe t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimit ndaj t\u00eb varf\u00ebrve nd\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u00eb varf\u00ebr fillimisht n\u00eb Kalkut\u00eb dhe pastaj n\u00eb mbar\u00eb bot\u00ebn.<\/p>\n Me 24 maj 1937 m. Tereza i b\u00ebri kushtet e p\u00ebrjetshme dhe e mori emrin N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza. Ishte nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb p\u00ebr T\u00eb. Ja se \u00e7ka shkruan me k\u00ebt\u00eb rast: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb hiri i madh! V\u00ebrtet, s\u2019mund ta fal\u00ebnderoj Zotin sa duhet, p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha q\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebr mua. I Tij p\u00ebr amshim!\u201d Me siguri nuk ka qen\u00eb krejt e vet\u00ebdijshme p\u00ebr pesh\u00ebn e k\u00ebtyre fjal\u00ebve, por nj\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk e ka harruar kurr\u00eb: e kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb besa shqiptare.<\/p>\n E din mir\u00eb dhe e thekson edhe n\u00eb letrat drejtuar Atit shpirt\u00ebror dhe Arqipeshk\u00ebvit t\u00eb Kalkut\u00ebs, se besa tek shqiptar\u00ebt \u00ebsht\u00eb e shenjt\u00eb dhe se shqiptari p\u00ebr bes\u00eb jep edhe djalin. N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza ishte nj\u00eb murgesh\u00eb e devotshme, bujare, e zellshme dhe e lumtur. Fliste rrjedhsh\u00ebm gjuh\u00ebn angleze, hindu dhe at\u00eb bengale. Ishte m\u00ebsuese e talentuar dhe e lidhur ngusht\u00eb me nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt e donin dhe e admironin. Veprimtaria e saj ishte krejt e thjesht\u00eb dhe digjej pa u kursyer p\u00ebr ta dashur Jezusin sikur askush m\u00eb par\u00eb.<\/p>\n N\u00eb vitin 1942 N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza b\u00ebri nj\u00eb betim privat, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos i kund\u00ebrshtuar Zotit n\u00eb asgj\u00eb. Nuk zgjati shum\u00eb dhe Krishti e vuri n\u00eb nj\u00eb sprov\u00eb t\u00eb re duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cKam nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr murgesha indiane, viktima t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb sime, t\u00eb cilat do t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb lidhura ngusht\u00eb me mua p\u00ebr t\u00eb rrezatuar dashurin\u00eb time n\u00eb shpirt\u00ebra… Kam nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr murgesha t\u00eb mbushura me dashurin\u00eb time n\u00eb kryq.\u201d Nd\u00ebrsa N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza e p\u00ebrvuajtur p\u00ebrgjigji: \u201cO Jezui im, ajo q\u00eb Ti k\u00ebrkon i tejkalon forcat e mia. Un\u00eb nuk jam e denj\u00eb, jam m\u00ebkatare dhe e dob\u00ebt. Shko, o Jezu, dhe gjeje ndonj\u00eb shpirt m\u00eb t\u00eb denj\u00eb dhe m\u00eb bujar se mua.\u201d Pasi N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza k\u00ebrkoi drit\u00eb p\u00ebr ta m\u00ebsuar vullnetin e Zotit, krejt n\u00eb fund, Jezu Krishti e garantoi duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cMos ki frik\u00eb! Gjithmon\u00eb do t\u00eb jem me ty!\u201d<\/p>\n Lufta e dyt\u00eb bot\u00ebrore nuk e kurseu as kuvendin e Loretos n\u00eb Kalkut\u00eb. Shkolla \u201cSt. Mary\u201d u shnd\u00ebrrua n\u00eb spital. Uria e pushtoi Bengalin Per\u00ebndimor dhe i mori m\u00eb se dy milion jeta njer\u00ebzish. Me 19 gusht 1946 dhuna b\u00ebri q\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e Kalkut\u00ebs t\u00eb laheshin n\u00eb gjak. N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza nuk mund t\u00eb rrinte e qet\u00eb. Ajo shkrihej n\u00eb lutje dhe n\u00eb pun\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Kjo gj\u00eb i p\u00eblqeu Jezusit, i cili me 10 shtator 1946 n\u00eb nj\u00eb vegim gjat\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit p\u00ebr n\u00eb Darjeeling, k\u00ebrkoi prej saj ta linte rregullin e Loretos dhe ta themelonte nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebsi t\u00eb re, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn do ta quante me em\u00ebr: \u201cMisionaret e Dashuris\u00eb\u201d.<\/p>\n N\u00ebn\u00eb Terez\u00ebs i duhej t\u00eb luftonte me vetveten. Braktisja e kuvendit t\u00eb motrave t\u00eb Loretos ishte tejet e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr T\u00eb. Ja si e kujton Loreton: \u201cN\u00eb kuvendin e Loretos isha shum\u00eb e lumtur. Mendoj se isha motra m\u00eb e lumtura n\u00eb bot\u00eb.\u201d Gjat\u00eb muajve n\u00eb vijim Jezusi ia zbuloi N\u00ebn\u00eb Terez\u00ebs vuajtjen e vet p\u00ebr braktisjen e m\u00eb t\u00eb varf\u00ebrve, keqardhjen dhe mjerimin e tij, d\u00ebshirimin, etjen dhe d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr motra q\u00eb do t\u00eb jen\u00eb zjarri i dashuris\u00eb nd\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u00eb varf\u00ebrit, t\u00eb s\u00ebmuarit, atyre q\u00eb jan\u00eb duke vdekur, f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb braktisur n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb.<\/p>\n Tanim\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar se Jezusi n\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00eb Terez\u00ebn gjeti shpirtin e zemr\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb past\u00ebr dhe trupin e mendjen m\u00eb t\u00eb dlir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u rikthyer n\u00eb bot\u00ebn e t\u00eb mjeruarve. P\u00ebrmes saj deshi ta nxjerr\u00eb njer\u00ebzimin nga err\u00ebsira e m\u00ebkateve dhe t\u00eb mbush\u00eb bot\u00ebn me dashuri. Ja si i drejtohej: \u201cVog\u00eblushja ime, eja \u2013 eja \u2013 m\u00eb d\u00ebrgo n\u00eb mesin e t\u00eb varf\u00ebrve!<\/p>\n Eja, ji drita ime! Un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbej vet\u00ebm. Ata nuk m\u00eb njohin, prandaj as nuk m\u00eb duan… Eja dhe shko n\u00eb mesin e tyre me flijimin dhe dashurin\u00eb t\u00ebnde p\u00ebr mua. Ata duan t\u00eb m\u00eb shohin, t\u00eb m\u00eb njohin, t\u00eb m\u00eb dashurojn\u00eb!\u201d Ky kryq dhe ky hir i takoi nj\u00eb bije t\u00eb popullit shqiptar, e cila diti ta bart\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kryq\u00ebzohej n\u00eb t\u00eb. Diti t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb hir p\u00ebr vete dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bot\u00ebn. Diti t\u00eb b\u00ebhej shembull i besimit t\u00eb pakompromis n\u00eb Zotin dhe duke flijuar gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr Jezusin, dhe duke jetuar me nj\u00eb shpres\u00eb kund\u00ebr \u00e7do shprese lirisht mund t\u00eb quhet Abrahami i Bes\u00eblidhjes s\u00eb Re.<\/p>\n N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza na m\u00ebson se: \u201eZoti na krijoi p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb vepra t\u00eb vogla me dashuri t\u00eb madhe.\u201c Gjith\u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur, kur njeriu b\u00ebhet instrument i Dashuris\u00eb, apo \u201claps n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb Zotit\u201d. Dashuria shkat\u00ebrron kufij, nd\u00ebrton ura dhe bashkon popuj. \u201ePaqja dhe lufta fillojn\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. N\u00ebse, v\u00ebrtet, d\u00ebshirojm\u00eb paqe n\u00eb bot\u00eb, le t\u00eb fillojm\u00eb ta duam nj\u00ebri-tjetrin n\u00eb familje.\u201c Dhe \u201cn\u00ebse, v\u00ebrtet, duam t\u00eb dashurojm\u00eb, duhet t\u00eb m\u00ebsojm\u00eb t\u00eb falim.\u201d<\/p>\n N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza ishte mot\u00ebr e lutjes, e veprimit dhe e heshtjes s\u00eb madhe. Ajo p\u00ebr model t\u00eb heshtjes kishte Virgj\u00ebren Mari, nd\u00ebrsa m\u00ebson se Jezu Krishti \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb i gatsh\u00ebm t\u00eb takohet me ne n\u00eb heshtje t\u00eb brendshme. P\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur nj\u00eb heshtje t\u00eb till\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, duhet t\u00eb v\u00ebm\u00eb n\u00eb praktik\u00eb heshtjen e syve, heshtjen e vesh\u00ebve, heshtjen e gjuh\u00ebs dhe heshtjen e mendjes, sikurse Maria q\u00eb i ruante n\u00eb zem\u00ebr mrekullit\u00eb e Zot\u00ebris\u00eb, dhe t\u2019i sh\u00ebrbejm\u00eb Jezusit duke e ruatjur mendjen prej \u00e7do mossinqeriteti, hutese, mendimi t\u00eb keq, gjykimi t\u00eb papeshuar, ndjenjeje dhe d\u00ebshire t\u00eb turpshme.<\/p>\n \u201cSyt\u00eb tan\u00eb jan\u00eb si dy dritare, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet t\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebve mund t\u00eb hyj\u00eb Krishti ose bota. Nganj\u00ebher\u00eb duhet t\u00eb kemi guxim dhe forc\u00eb t\u2019i mbajm\u00eb t\u00eb mbyllur. Po e mbajt\u00ebm heshtjen e zemr\u00ebs, mund ta d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb Zotin gjithkund: n\u00eb der\u00ebn q\u00eb mbyllet, n\u00eb personin q\u00eb ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ne, n\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00ebn e zogjve, n\u00eb lule, n\u00eb shtaz\u00eb. … Heshtja ishte para krijimit. Qiejt ishin t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb pa asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. … Gjuha e Zotit \u00ebsht\u00eb heshtja. … Kemi nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr heshtje q\u00eb t\u00eb jemi vet\u00ebm me Zotin, p\u00ebr t\u2019i folur, p\u00ebr t\u2019i rimarr\u00eb fjal\u00ebt e Tij n\u00eb thell\u00ebsin\u00eb e zemr\u00ebs ton\u00eb.<\/p>\n Kemi nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb jemi vet\u00ebm me Zotin n\u00eb heshtje, p\u00ebr t\u2019i rinuar dhe shnd\u00ebrruar zemrat tona. N\u00eb heshtje fitojm\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrceptim t\u00eb ri t\u00eb jet\u00ebs. N\u00eb heshtje p\u00ebrmbushemi p\u00ebrplot me forc\u00eb t\u00eb Zotit; kjo forc\u00eb na ndihmon t\u2019i b\u00ebjm\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha me g\u00ebzim. Heshtja \u00ebsht\u00eb themeli i bashkimit ton\u00eb me Zotin dhe me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Fryti i Heshtjes \u00ebsht\u00eb LUTJA; fryti i Lutjes \u00ebsht\u00eb FEJA; fryti i Fes\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb DASHURIA; fryti i Dashuris\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb HESHTJA.\u201d<\/p>\n Heshtja dhe p\u00ebrsiatja e ngrit\u00ebn N\u00ebn\u00eb Terez\u00ebn n\u00eb piedestalin m\u00eb t\u00eb madh dhe e b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb njohur n\u00eb mbar\u00eb bot\u00ebn. Kjo Bij\u00eb shtatvog\u00ebl e nderoi Kombin ton\u00eb shqiptar dhe i tregoi bot\u00ebs se para Zotit s\u2019ka njer\u00ebz, apo popuj t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl. Ky ishte lajtmotivi i jet\u00ebs saj: \u201eN\u00ebse dikush e shikon Zotin n\u00eb mua, g\u00ebzohem. Un\u00eb e shikoj Zotin n\u00eb \u00e7do njeri, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb n\u00eb ata q\u00eb vuajn\u00eb.\u201d N\u00eb T\u00eb ne u bashkuam si rrall\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb histori e dhasht\u00eb Zoti q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitojm\u00eb nga filozofia e jet\u00ebs saj e t\u00eb m\u00ebsojm\u00eb ta njohim dhe t\u2019i sh\u00ebrbejm\u00eb Zotit n\u00eb \u00e7do njeri, n\u00eb ve\u00e7anti n\u00eb ata q\u00eb vuajn\u00eb! S\u00eb bashku me t\u00eb varf\u00ebrit e Kalkutes t\u00eb g\u00ebzojm\u00eb dhe ta lusim N\u00ebn\u00eb Terez\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebsoj\u00eb p\u00ebr Popullin ton\u00eb shqiptar dhe p\u00ebr mbar\u00eb bot\u00ebn!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Don Marjan Ukaj Fundi i shekullit XIX dhe fillimi i shekullit XX karakterizohej me luft\u00ebra t\u00eb paepura p\u00ebr \u00e7lirimin e trojeve shqiptare nga pushtimet e huaja. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb periudh\u00eb nga trungu i popullit ton\u00eb t\u00eb shum\u00ebvuajtur dol\u00ebn Rilind\u00ebs trima dhe mendjendritur, q\u00eb me arm\u00eb dhe pen\u00eb i dol\u00ebn zot Atdheut. At\u00ebher\u00eb kur Qeverit\u00eb e M\u00ebdha […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n
\nSot, kur mbar\u00eb bota kremton 100 vjetorin e lindjes s\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00eb Terez\u00ebs, me plot arsye mund ta fal\u00ebnderojm\u00eb Zotin p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb dhurat\u00eb t\u00eb pa\u00e7mueshme q\u00eb ia fali bot\u00ebs!<\/p>\n