{"id":12417,"date":"2013-02-11T09:04:14","date_gmt":"2013-02-11T08:04:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fjala.info\/?p=920"},"modified":"2013-02-11T09:04:14","modified_gmt":"2013-02-11T08:04:14","slug":"koncert-nen-narkoze-cikel-poetik-nga-vaso-papaj","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fjala.info\/2009-2015\/koncert-nen-narkoze-cikel-poetik-nga-vaso-papaj\/","title":{"rendered":"Koncert n\u00ebn Narkoz\u00eb &#8211; Cik\u00ebl Poetik nga Vaso Papaj"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-7236\" title=\"Vaso Papaj\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.fjala.info\/2013\/vaso_papaj.jpg\" width=\"300\" \/> <strong>Dy fjal\u00eb<\/strong>:<br \/>\nNga mesazhi i autorit t\u00eb respektuar z. Vaso Papaj m\u00ebsova se disa nga poezit\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb botuara tashm\u00eb, ndonj\u00ebra aty-k\u00ebtu dhe pa botuar akoma por do t&#8217;p\u00ebrfshihen n\u00eb v\u00ebllimin q\u00eb po p\u00ebrgatitet nga ai, dhe q\u00eb paratitullohet &#8220;Koncert n\u00ebn Narkoz\u00eb&#8221;. T\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin em\u00ebr ia vura dhe k\u00ebtij cikli&#8230; t\u00eb cilin cik\u00ebl p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb volumit nj\u00ebher\u00eb desha ta ndaj\u00eb n\u00eb dy pjes\u00eb. Por jo, thjesht do ishte d\u00ebm, iu qasa dy-tre her\u00eb si volum dhe bagazh poetik, p\u00ebr mua s&#8217;\u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb cik\u00ebl por nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr i t\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb fakt.<br \/>\nFaleminderit z. Papaj, ju vet\u00eb padyshim do hidh\u00ebroheshit me mua dhe me secilin nga ne t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt po t&#8217;i &#8220;prishnim pun\u00ebt me muzat&#8221;, prandaj besoj t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn t\u00eb drejt\u00eb kam dhe un\u00eb tani si lexues, e edhe lexuesit tjer\u00eb, pavar\u00ebsisht se si ata kan\u00eb qasje n\u00eb prurjet e poeteve, krijuesve, qoft\u00eb p\u00ebrmes librave&#8230; qoft\u00eb dhe k\u00ebshtu, thjesht p\u00ebrmes nj\u00eb emaili miq\u00ebsor&#8230; ju lutem pra assesi mos i &#8220;prishni pun\u00ebt&#8230;&#8221; as ju!<\/p>\n<p>Nga pozita ime, dmth. personalisht, sa me perket mua, po t&#8217;mos ishin keta &#8220;emailat&#8221; dhe keto teknikat e ftohta, veshtire te isha ndeshur keto dite me nje dhurate te bukur poetike nga Ju&#8230; se paku jo me kohe, kushedi kur do isha &#8220;ndeshur&#8221; me librin tuaj, njeriu ashtu-keshtu s&#8217;mund t&#8217;i lexoje me miliona e miliona librash, do duhej t&#8217;i kishte nente jete se bashku qe t&#8217;ia dilte!<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb fundjav\u00eb sa m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur! &#8211; <strong>S. Guraziu<\/strong><\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>M\u00cb KOT N\u00cb MESNAT\u00cb<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb kot n\u00eb mesnat\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj Naim bej,<br \/>\nM\u00eb kot kalldr\u00ebmet i pyes: A e pat\u00eb?<br \/>\nPo ngjyra reklamash ngacmojn\u00eb gjithandej<br \/>\nDhe veten pa ty \u00e7\u2019e ndiej fillikat.<\/p>\n<p>E shkela me k\u00ebmb\u00eb Stambollin e vjet\u00ebr,<br \/>\nKalldr\u00ebme, hotele dhe prap\u00eb s\u2019 po t\u00eb gjej.<br \/>\nKy vend ka par\u00eb sulltan\u00ebr dhe mbret\u00ebr<br \/>\nPo un\u00eb ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb mbret dua, ty Naim bej.<\/p>\n<p>Bares p\u00ebrmes parkut si t\u00eb isha fajtor<br \/>\nBosforit arom\u00ebn ia thith gjer n\u00eb fund<br \/>\nSa dua t\u00eb t\u00eb gjej me qiriun n\u00eb dor\u00eb<br \/>\nDhe flaka e tij ngado t\u00eb m\u00eb shkund\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>E shtrihem mbi stolin e vjet\u00ebr n\u00eb park,<br \/>\nKjo mjegull Azie paksa po m\u00eb ftoh.<br \/>\nBuz\u00ebqeshur afrohet Pamuku nga larg<br \/>\nVe\u00e7 ty me qiriun n\u00eb dor\u00eb nuk t\u00eb shoh.<\/p>\n<p>E ngrihem, t\u00eb ndjek n\u00eb rruginat pafund,<br \/>\nK\u00ebto ngjyra reklamash pa gjum\u2019 po m\u00eb len\u00eb.<br \/>\nDo t\u00eb desha q\u00eb flak\u00eb e qiriut t\u2019 i mund\u00eb,<br \/>\nNdaj malli p\u00ebr ty aq shum\u00eb m\u00eb mb\u00ebrthen.<\/p>\n<p><strong>VENDSTREHIMI IM<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb ato net\u00eb t\u00eb ftohta me h\u00ebn\u00ebn kallkanisur<br \/>\nKur s\u2019 dihej n\u00eb t\u00eb gjente n\u00eb shtrat ndonj\u00eb agim<br \/>\nN\u00eb gjoksin t\u00ebnd i zhytur, me heshtjen nanurisur<br \/>\nT\u00eb thoja leht\u00eb te veshi: Je vendstrehimi im.<\/p>\n<p>Kur bora qet\u00ebsisht gjith\u00e7ka e kish mbuluar<br \/>\nDhe flok\u00ebt dhe \u00e7atit\u00eb dhe fjal\u00ebt tona ngrin\u00eb<br \/>\nN\u00eb gjirin t\u00ebnd u zhyta me heshtjen p\u00ebrqafuar<br \/>\nE p\u00ebrs\u00ebrita prap\u00eb: Je vendstrehimi im.<\/p>\n<p>E n\u00eb shetisnim rrug\u00ebs me gishta g\u00ebrshetuar<br \/>\nDhe ca v\u00ebshtrime shtremb\u00ebr na shponin pambarim.<br \/>\nMe puthje t\u00eb padh\u00ebna aq shpesh t\u00eb shoq\u00ebruar<br \/>\nUn\u00eb ty s\u00ebrish t\u00eb thosha: Je vendstrehimi im.<\/p>\n<p>E n\u00ebse ndodh nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, prej teje larg t\u00eb jem<br \/>\nDo t\u2019 doja prap\u00eb te veshi dy fjal\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb arrijn\u00eb<br \/>\nNga tjetra bot\u00eb qet\u00ebsisht, p\u00ebrs\u00ebri do t\u00eb t\u2019i them:<br \/>\nT\u00eb dua fort! E di?&#8230; Je vendstrehimi im.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u00cb MUNGON<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb mungon,<br \/>\nKur terri shuan gjurm\u00ebt n\u00ebp\u00ebr gur\u00eb,<br \/>\nKur dielli val\u00ebt detit ia p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel,<br \/>\nSi hije m\u00eb gjurmon, s\u2019 m\u00eb ndahesh kurr\u00eb<br \/>\nDhe lodhja brenda vetes nuk m\u00eb del.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb mungon,<br \/>\nN\u00eb shikime, n\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje, s\u2019 t\u00eb kam gjetur<br \/>\nN\u00eb biseda l\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrgjysm\u00eb, m\u00eb mungon<br \/>\nN\u00eb gryk\u00ebn time si nj\u00eb nyje m\u00eb ke mbetur,<br \/>\nB\u00ebj t\u00eb t\u00eb g\u00eblltis e kurr\u00eb posht\u00eb nuk m\u00eb shkon.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb mungon,<br \/>\nMund t\u00eb shtirem, se jam mir\u00eb, por m\u00eb mungon.<br \/>\nTani kuptoj se\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb, t\u00eb mos ndjesh\u2019 nj\u00eb \u00e7ast intim,<br \/>\nMos m\u00eb ndodhesh pran\u00eb, kur gjumi m\u00eb harron,<br \/>\nKur ec\u00ebn k\u00ebmb\u00ebzbathur brenda shpirtit tim.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb mungon,<br \/>\nKu t\u00eb t\u2019 k\u00ebrkoj\u00eb? Do g\u00ebnjeja veten. M\u00eb mungon,<br \/>\nJe lutja ime n\u00eb t\u00eb ftoht\u00ebt e m\u00ebngjeseve pafund<br \/>\nP\u00ebr rreth, i arratisur \u00ebsht\u2019 dhe ajri, m\u00eb mundon.<br \/>\nT\u00eb t\u00eb shoh edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb, gjith\u00eb bot\u00ebn do ta shkund.<\/p>\n<p><strong>TASHM\u00cb<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Tashm\u00eb<br \/>\nN\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time je nj\u00eb hije,<br \/>\nNatyr\u00eb mort e varur n\u00eb mur.<br \/>\nJe nj\u00eb l\u00ebngim poezie,<br \/>\nVarg i pashkruar kurr\u00eb..<\/p>\n<p>Tashm\u00eb<br \/>\nP\u00ebr ty ndodhem larg<br \/>\nDhe rrug\u00ebt m\u00eb nuk m\u00eb gjejn\u00eb.<br \/>\nNuk m\u00eb nd\u00ebrrojn\u00eb m\u00eb zemr\u00ebn,<br \/>\nAs lot\u00ebt lumenj.<\/p>\n<p>Tashm\u00eb<br \/>\nJe nj\u00eb kujtim n\u00eb let\u00ebr,<br \/>\nHarruar diku n\u00eb sirtar.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb e re, mbetur e vjet\u00ebr,<br \/>\nNj\u00eb i prishur kandar.<\/p>\n<p>Tashm\u00eb<br \/>\nNj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim n\u00eb skaj ky\u00e7ur,<br \/>\nN\u00eb jet\u00ebn time nj\u00eb dyshim.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb mentesh\u00eb porte e ndryshkur,<br \/>\nLule e thar\u00eb n\u00eb kopshtin tim.<\/p>\n<p>E tashm\u00eb<br \/>\nJe zjarr i shuar.<br \/>\nSa jetuam bashk\u00eb, u dogj<br \/>\nL\u00ebngim i kthyer n\u00eb lutje,<br \/>\nFrut q\u00eb stin\u00ebs kurr\u00eb s\u2019u poq!<\/p>\n<p><strong>SHKULE TRENIN T\u00cbND<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Un\u00eb njoh poet\u00eb, q\u00eb edhe malet i l\u00ebvizin,<br \/>\nNdaj mbylli syt\u00eb dhe vet\u00ebm \u00ebnd\u00ebrro!<br \/>\nD\u00ebshirat, p\u00ebr t\u00eb puthur h\u00ebn\u00ebn, s\u2019t\u00eb habisin,<br \/>\nN\u00eb syt\u00eb e tu ke bot\u00ebn, k\u00ebt\u00eb mos e harro!<\/p>\n<p>Ndaj fort p\u00ebrpiqu ta mbrosh dashurin\u00eb<br \/>\nDhe kurr\u00eb t\u00eb mos ta l\u00ebsh t\u00eb t\u2019 ik fitorja!<br \/>\nN\u00ebn xhup fshihe si zog q\u00eb po m\u00ebrdhin,<br \/>\nPo kurrsesi ta bjerr\u00ebsh nga memorja!<\/p>\n<p>E n\u00eb \u00e7do rast shtr\u00ebngoje grushtin fort,<br \/>\nMe \u00ebndrr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde p\u00ebrballu gjer n\u00eb fund,<br \/>\nPo kurr\u00eb at\u00eb grusht mos e l\u00ebsho m\u00eb kot,<br \/>\nDhe s\u2019do t\u00eb ket\u00eb njeri n\u00eb bot\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb mund!<\/p>\n<p>\u00cbnd\u00ebrro nj\u00eb her\u00eb, dy, \u00ebnd\u00ebrro pafund djalosh<br \/>\nE mos ndrysho nj\u00eb varg nga \u00e7\u2019ke k\u00ebnduar<br \/>\nNuk ta kam frik\u00ebn, e keqja ty s\u2019 t\u00eb josh,<br \/>\nNdaj shkule trenin t\u00ebnd, stacioneve ndaluarl<\/p>\n<p>N\u00ebse do vij\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e \u00ebndrrat nuk t\u00eb dalin,<br \/>\nVrapo te dashuria, krahapur si avion!<br \/>\nP\u00ebrk\u00ebdheli \u00ebmb\u00ebl flok\u00ebt, e \u00ebmb\u00ebl puthja ballin<br \/>\nDhe buza si qershi nga etja t\u00eb shp\u00ebton.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb t\u00eb madhe mbret\u00ebri, kjo bot\u00eb s\u2019ka pasur kurr\u00eb<br \/>\nSe kjo vog\u00eblushja jon\u00eb, q\u00eb ne e quajm\u00eb jet\u00eb<br \/>\nE po kaptove muret, do t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh tjet\u00ebr nur,<br \/>\nDo t\u00eb shoh\u00ebsh ti at\u00ebher\u00eb \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb jeta e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cbnd\u00ebrro djalosh, \u00ebnd\u00ebrro koh\u00ebra magjike<br \/>\nSe dit\u00ebve q\u00eb do t\u2019vijn\u00eb, do t\u2019vij\u00eb dhe dashuria<br \/>\nPo net\u00ebve ndalu pak, urrejtjen p\u00ebr rreth fike<br \/>\nNjeri do t\u00eb jesh at\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb poezit\u00eb e mia.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cbnd\u00ebrro, djalosh, \u00ebnd\u00ebrro si nj\u00eb i ri,<br \/>\nE di?.. Mbi skrivani kam l\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb let\u00ebr.<br \/>\nMungon vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb varg n\u00eb at\u00eb poezi,<br \/>\nMbi t\u00eb v\u00ebr zemr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, mos pyet as p\u00ebr mbret\u00ebr!<\/p>\n<p><strong>NUK E PASH\u00cb TROJ\u00cbN, ENEA*<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Troj\u00ebn nuk e pash\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb, Enea,<br \/>\nMegjith\u00ebse i kalova fare pran\u00eb.<br \/>\nS\u2019 doja t\u00eb shihja nj\u00eb qytet t\u00eb vdekur.<br \/>\nVall\u00eb, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb grua ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb kurban?!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Po kioskat n\u00eb rresht suvenire ofronin,<br \/>\nE bleva nj\u00eb kal\u00eb edhe un\u00eb, gjithsesi.<br \/>\nAta kuaj m\u00eb dukej akoma mashtronin.<br \/>\nVe\u00e7 dy euro. Sa lir\u00eb, m\u00eb e madhja pabesi!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I ngjante k\u00ebshtjell\u00ebs me vrima e kamare<br \/>\nNj\u00eb kal\u00eb kuqalash me qeramik\u00eb t\u00eb pjekur.<br \/>\nSa e bleva, bir, e hodha tej, p\u00ebr fare,<br \/>\nS\u2019 do t\u2019 merresha kurr\u00eb me qytete t\u00eb vdekur.<\/p>\n<p>As ti mos u merr me ta, asnj\u00ebher\u00eb.<br \/>\nShp\u00ebtove, ah, at\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb pafund.<br \/>\nMes flak\u00ebsh q\u00eb rrotull villnin ve\u00e7 tmerr,<br \/>\nDo t\u00eb ngrije dhe ti nj\u00eb qytet tjet\u00ebrkund.<\/p>\n<p>Nuk e pash\u00eb, Enea, Troj\u00ebn e vdekur,<br \/>\nMos e shih at\u00eb asnj\u00ebhere edhe ti<br \/>\nPor as kalin me qeramik\u00eb t\u00eb pjekur<br \/>\nN\u00eb kioska suveniresh kurr\u00eb mos e bli.<\/p>\n<p>* <em>Djali im q\u00eb mban emrin e princit trojan<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>E \u00c7FAR\u00cb U B\u00cb\u2026?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kur k\u00ebng\u00eb i dehur nis k\u00ebndoj,<br \/>\nN\u00eb m\u00ebndje vet\u00ebm ty t\u00eb ndesh.<br \/>\nPo karafila m\u00eb s\u2019d\u00ebrgoj<br \/>\nE lumtur qofsh, kudo t\u00eb jesh!<\/p>\n<p>T\u00eb m\u00eb kujtosh, nuk t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj,<br \/>\nDhe as k\u00ebrkoj t\u00eb ndjesh p\u00ebr mua,<br \/>\nSe vjen nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, n\u00eb mos gaboj,<br \/>\nTek njeri tjetri s\u2019kemi m\u00eb hua.<\/p>\n<p>E \u00e7far\u00eb u b\u00eb, n\u00ebse u ndam\u00eb,<br \/>\nSecili shkoi n\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb tij.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u2019m\u00eb pate dh\u00ebn\u00eb, e lash\u00eb m\u00ebnjan\u00eb,<br \/>\nNj\u00eb flak\u00eb t\u00eb shuar mbi th\u00ebngjinj.<\/p>\n<p>E \u00e7far\u00eb u b\u00eb, n\u00ebse u ndam\u00eb,<br \/>\nShpirti na mbeti nj\u00eblloj i ri<br \/>\n\u00c7\u2019pat\u00ebm th\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00ebnjan\u00eb e lam\u00eb,<br \/>\nNdaj flak\u00eb t\u00eb re ndez\u00ebm tani.<\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00cbNGA E NOMAD\u00cbVE<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sa zhytet dielli, vjen e m\u00eb k\u00ebrkon<br \/>\nE dor\u00eb m\u00eb dor\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb ndjej.<br \/>\nVall\u00eb nga i merr ato fjal\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kon?&#8230;<br \/>\nSe un\u00eb mbi to m\u00eb mjalt nuk gjej.<\/p>\n<p>Ne si nomad\u00eb shkret\u00ebtirash ngjajm\u00eb,<br \/>\nHumbur rrug\u00ebve t\u00eb qytetit<br \/>\nDhe si dy shpirtra frym\u00ebn ndajm\u00eb<br \/>\nMes \u00ebnd\u00ebrr\u00ebs dhe realitetit.<\/p>\n<p>E koh\u00ebn vrasim, oaze k\u00ebrkojm\u00eb<br \/>\nMe net\u00eb pa gjum\u00eb n\u00eb qiell t\u00eb hapur.<br \/>\nAtje ku duam, kurr\u00eb s\u2019 p\u00ebrfundojm\u00eb,<br \/>\nSe Zonj\u00ebn Liri prap\u00eb e kan\u00eb kapur.<\/p>\n<p>Lirin\u00eb gabele me ngjyra &#8211; ngjyra.<br \/>\nA ka vall\u00eb liri me xhepa bosh?!&#8230;<br \/>\nLirin\u00eb q\u00eb paska aq shum\u00eb fytyra,<br \/>\nLirin\u00eb q\u00eb qenka ve\u00e7 p\u00ebr kodosh.<\/p>\n<p>Nomad\u00eb t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb ne jemi,<br \/>\nUdh\u00ebtar\u00eb q\u00eb \u00e7ajn\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do tallaz.<br \/>\nT\u00eb ndalemi, ne mendje s\u2019 kemi,<br \/>\nRebeles er\u00eb i shkojm\u00eb nga pas.<\/p>\n<p><strong>ZOT, JE AKOMA MBI QYTET?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ngjyroset nata si nj\u00eb albatros gjigant<br \/>\nE vidhet ngadal\u00eb me flatra<br \/>\np\u00ebrgjat\u00eb Autostrad\u00ebs.<br \/>\nPo zbehen si me droj\u00eb<br \/>\nsyt\u00eb e verdh\u00eb t\u00eb shumkatsheve,<br \/>\nNgordhin dritat e p\u00ebrkulura t\u00eb rrug\u00ebve,<br \/>\nt\u00eb lodhura nga puna e nat\u00ebs.<br \/>\nSi pelikan i pangopur zbriti agimi<br \/>\nn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb qytet t\u00eb rr\u00ebmujt\u00eb.<br \/>\nPo ky qytet s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb i imi<br \/>\n\u00ebsht\u00eb i t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve dhe i askujt.<\/p>\n<p>Ndoshta nga taracat e kateve shtat\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb,<br \/>\nme kopshte si parajsa vet,<br \/>\nKa mbetur, n\u00eb nj\u00eb qoshe Zoti e na shikon.<br \/>\nS\u2019e di, ndoshta dhe na p\u00ebrgjon,..<br \/>\nE di Ai, q\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto rrug\u00eb, qielli nuk shihet m\u00eb?!&#8230;<br \/>\nDo t\u00eb jet\u00eb e fundit vep\u00ebr arti modern,<br \/>\nPasuria mbyt lirin\u00eb\u2026 Edhe qiellin e rr\u00ebmben&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u2019e harxhova dit\u00ebn sot si nj\u00eb monedh\u00eb kusuri!<br \/>\nPes\u00ebdhjet lek\u00eb nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb<br \/>\nMerre, palose dhe fute n\u00ebn xhaket\u00eb.<br \/>\nNd\u00ebrsa qyteti i t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve dhe i askujt<\/p>\n<p>n\u00ebn smog me shpejt\u00ebsi po humbet.<\/p>\n<p>Ndaj un\u00eb pyes:<br \/>\nZot, a je akoma mbi qytet?&#8230;<br \/>\nZbrit, sonte dua t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj.<br \/>\nTek Bari i lagjes,<br \/>\nn\u00eb qoft\u00eb k\u00ebsmet!<br \/>\nTek bangot e vjetra gjysm\u00ebbosh,<br \/>\nq\u00eb ke frik\u00eb t\u2019i v\u00ebshtrosh<br \/>\nMos druaj, nuk loz bixhoz!<br \/>\nVet\u00ebm nj\u00eb raki,<br \/>\nme speca, me domate, me turshi.<br \/>\nSa keq m\u00eb vjen t\u00eb t\u00eb them,<br \/>\nk\u00ebshtu es\u00ebll: Jam i lodhur, Zot!<br \/>\nS\u2019kam m\u00eb fuqi!<\/p>\n<p><strong>N\u00cbN KASOLLEN E ANUAR<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Puthm\u00eb fort q\u00eb t\u00eb harrohem,<br \/>\nFort, fort, mos m\u00eb l\u00ebsh\u00f2.<br \/>\nNgrohm\u00eb shpirtin se po ftohem,<br \/>\nAsnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb nuk dua, jo!<br \/>\nE kafshuar \u00ebsht\u00eb dhe h\u00ebna,<br \/>\nI kafshuar shpirti im.<br \/>\nN\u00ebn kasollen e anuar<br \/>\nTrupin tim b\u00ebje ushqim.<br \/>\nPuthm\u00eb fort, gjithnj\u00eb m\u00eb fort,<br \/>\nT\u00eb harrohem gjer n\u2019agim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>LUFTOHEJ N\u00cb ATHIN\u00cb<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb re e zez\u00eb ra mbi qytet<br \/>\nE gjuha e flak\u00ebs u ngrit lart.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb varg vitrinash djegur krejt<br \/>\nDhe m\u2019u kujtua ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb varg:<br \/>\nPa pije detin, pije, Ksant!&#8230;<br \/>\nMundesh me t\u00eb, t\u00eb mbyt\u00ebsh flak\u00eb?<\/p>\n<p>Ekrani , bir, m\u00eb villte zjarr,<br \/>\nK\u00ebrkoj mes turm\u00ebs t\u00eb t\u00eb njoh.<br \/>\nDikush ju pag\u00ebzoi barbar\u00eb,<br \/>\nPor un\u00eb barbar\u00eb gj\u00ebkund nuk shoh.<br \/>\nN\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb nuk mbeti nj\u00eb vitrin\u00eb&#8230;<br \/>\nSa keq!&#8230; Luftohej n\u00eb Athin\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>E gjumi n\u2019arrati k\u00ebt\u00eb nat\u00eb,<br \/>\nKy celular, pse shurdhmemec?!<br \/>\nIm bir kish ikur p\u00ebr pak fat,<br \/>\nPor fati shpesh diku dhe ngec.<br \/>\nS\u2019m\u00eb mbetet ve\u00e7 t\u00eb b\u00ebj durim.<br \/>\nSa keq!&#8230; Luftohej n\u00eb Athin\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Ja, biri im, mes turm\u00ebs sot.<br \/>\nDikush i trumbetoi barbar\u00eb.<br \/>\nPo pije detin, nginjur lot\u00eb,<br \/>\nTi Ksant, v\u00ebrtet qenke kusar.<br \/>\nMb\u00ebshtjellur flak\u00eb ca manekin\u00eb,<br \/>\nSa keq!&#8230; Luftohej n\u00eb Athin\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Se\u00e7 th\u00ebnka spikeri buz\u00ebvar\u00eb,<br \/>\nCa fjal\u00eb q\u00eb thell\u2019 n\u00eb shpirt m\u00eb shpojn\u00eb.<br \/>\nBarbar\u00eb ka plot, kur ka kusar\u00eb,<br \/>\nTh\u00ebrras tim bir, po val\u00ebt s\u2019shkojn\u00eb.<br \/>\nNdaj vet\u00ebm flas me per\u00ebndin\u00eb.<br \/>\nSa keq!&#8230; Luftohej n\u00eb Athin\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p><strong>PO U PAM\u00cb!?&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe po u pam\u00eb,<br \/>\nAs sh\u00ebndet nuk do t\u00eb themi,<br \/>\nPor mes turm\u00ebs, si\u00e7 u ndam\u00eb,<br \/>\nNdoshta lot n\u00eb sy do t\u2019kemi.<\/p>\n<p>Dhe po e thirra t\u00ebndin em\u00ebr,<br \/>\nDo t\u2019ma hedh\u00ebsh fsheht\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin.<br \/>\nDo t\u2019b\u00ebj \u201ctak\u201d e jotja zem\u00ebr,<br \/>\nNdoshta \u00ebnd\u00ebrron dhe kthimin.<\/p>\n<p>Ja, q\u00eblloi, n\u00eb trotuar&#8230;<br \/>\nNdala frym\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb prita<br \/>\nDhe pa folur, pa u qar\u00eb,<br \/>\nNdoshta syt\u00eb i than\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha.<\/p>\n<p>E po m\u2019 pyete, si po shkoj,\u2026<br \/>\nDo t\u00eb t\u2019them, s\u2019di t\u00eb g\u00ebnjej<br \/>\nDo t\u2019mundohem t\u00eb t\u2019harroj,<br \/>\nVe\u00e7 harres\u00ebn s\u2019mund ta blej.<\/p>\n<p><strong>UJKU<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>P\u00ebrball\u00eb t\u00eb kam.<br \/>\nMe ujk m\u00eb ngjan.<br \/>\nPrapa syzeve ca sy t\u00eb zinj.<br \/>\nMe nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje false,<br \/>\nPrer\u00eb diku, nj\u00eb Zot e di!?&#8230;<br \/>\nE b\u00ebj durim.<br \/>\nUn\u00eb, nj\u00eb kec jam.<br \/>\nNga zori t\u00eb k\u00ebrkova nj\u00eb takim.<\/p>\n<p>Si ujk pas skrivanis\u00eb,<br \/>\nLyer me mask\u00ebn miell,<br \/>\nSe si m\u2019u duke.<br \/>\nNdoshta nj\u00eb pala\u00e7o veshur me diell.<br \/>\nSi n\u00eb nj\u00eb film socrealist<br \/>\nMe z\u00eb, o pa z\u00eb,<br \/>\nQ\u00eb k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb m\u00eb detyroj\u00eb<br \/>\nNj\u00eb \u201cpo\u201d t\u00eb them gjithnj\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Fundosur i t\u00ebri n\u00eb kolltuk,<br \/>\nProvon t\u00eb m\u00eb godas\u00ebsh<br \/>\nMe at\u00eb mask\u00ebn t\u00ebnde lyer me miell.<br \/>\nPor mielli m\u00eb nuk vlen.<br \/>\nNuk m\u00eb g\u00ebnjen.<br \/>\nTashm\u00eb un\u00eb at\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00ebn e di mir\u00eb<br \/>\nE t\u00eb t\u00eb them qoft\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb \u201cpo\u201d,<br \/>\nNuk kam d\u00ebshir\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Se\u00e7 pyet!\u2026<br \/>\nGj\u00ebra pa kuptim.<br \/>\nNga ato q\u00eb i p\u00ebrkasin ujkut.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb ujku q\u00eb k\u00ebrkon bashk\u00ebpunim.<br \/>\nPor k\u00ebt\u00eb mos ma k\u00ebrko mua.<br \/>\nS\u2019e kam dashur, s\u2019e dua.<br \/>\nNdoshta t\u00eb ndihmojn\u00eb<br \/>\nUjqit e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb qytetit tim.<\/p>\n<p>E kot t\u00eb flas.<br \/>\nNgrihem.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u2019ta zgjas!?&#8230;<br \/>\nMe nj\u00eb ujk<br \/>\nS\u2019mund t\u00eb rri m\u00eb.<br \/>\nTi<br \/>\nEdhe n\u00eb d\u00ebgjon gjith\u00e7ka,<br \/>\nNuk ndjen asgj\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p><strong>E PALYER ME MIELL <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ta d\u00ebrgova poezin\u00eb, ashtu, si\u00e7 ish,<br \/>\nN\u00eb nj\u00eb kup\u00eb p\u00ebr ta pir\u00eb.<br \/>\nS\u2019u habite, kur lot gj\u00ebkundi nuk kish,<br \/>\nSe e dije, diku larg kishin ngrir\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Dhe besoj t\u00eb t\u00eb jap\u00eb p\u00ebrher\u00eb emocion,<br \/>\nNdryshe, \u00e7\u2019poezi do t\u00eb ish!?&#8230;<br \/>\nDo t\u2019i ngjante buk\u00ebs s\u00eb mykur, racion,<br \/>\nQ\u00eb n\u00eb burg as t\u00eb ngop as t\u00eb grish.<\/p>\n<p>Nuk e desha at\u00eb si rrob\u00eb, vish e \u00e7vish,<br \/>\nAs p\u00ebr krime, nd\u00ebshkime.<br \/>\nN\u00eb luft\u00ebn p\u00ebr jet\u00eb s\u2019u b\u00ebra kurr\u00eb bish\u00eb,<br \/>\nNdon\u00ebse lidhur zinxhir\u2019 e privime.<\/p>\n<p>Ta d\u00ebrgova ashtu poezin\u00eb, si\u00e7 ish,<br \/>\nT\u00eb palyer me miell.<br \/>\nKisha folur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb me Zotin, ta dish,<br \/>\nN\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebnd, as n\u00eb tok\u00eb as n\u00eb qiell.<\/p>\n<p><strong>KILOMETRA <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kilometra,<br \/>\nMij\u00ebra kilometra, mij\u00ebra!<br \/>\nSe\u00e7 m\u00eb mbyti hap\u00ebsira.<br \/>\nRet\u00eb m\u00eb ngjajn\u00eb me eg\u00ebrsira.<br \/>\nP\u00ebr \u00e7do nat\u00eb avion\u00eb, tragete.<br \/>\nT\u00eb mbaj n\u00eb mendje, me vete,<br \/>\nPo me duar kurr\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb preke,<br \/>\nLarg se larg p\u00ebrher\u00eb m\u00eb mbete.<\/p>\n<p>Kilometra,<br \/>\nMijra kilometra, mij\u00ebra!<br \/>\nT\u00eb gjitha p\u00ebr nj\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u2019i lija,<br \/>\nVe\u00e7 nj\u00eb her\u00eb pran\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb vija.<br \/>\nZot, t\u2019m\u00eb b\u00ebje nj\u00eb trumcak!<br \/>\nT\u00eb \u00e7ukitja atje n\u00eb prag!<br \/>\nM\u00ebngjesi le t\u2019m\u00eb mirrte prap\u00eb!<br \/>\nLe t\u00eb qe dhe \u00e7mendurak.<\/p>\n<p>Kilometra,<br \/>\nMij\u00ebra kilometra, mij\u00ebra!<br \/>\nPo shoh \u00ebndrra me \u00e7udira.<br \/>\nI kaloj n\u00eb \u00e7ast t\u00eb gjitha,<br \/>\nDete, po dhe kontinente,<br \/>\nVe\u00e7 ti larg dhe vet\u00ebm mbete.<br \/>\nDuar zgjat e kurr\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb preke.<br \/>\nAn\u00ebn si t\u2019ia gjej k\u00ebsaj jete!?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u00cb N\u00cb FUND <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb n\u00eb fund s\u2019jam kriminel,<br \/>\nS\u2019e vrava kujtes\u00ebn.<br \/>\nPo ta kisha vrar\u00eb, or mik,<br \/>\nNuk do kisha kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb NES\u00cbR.<br \/>\n\u00cbsht\u00eb si balt\u00eb hipokrizia<br \/>\nE ndot t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn.<br \/>\nPo t\u00eb isha b\u00ebr\u00eb pak pis,<br \/>\nS\u2019do ta doja kurr\u00eb jet\u00ebn.<\/p>\n<p><strong>GRUA <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Grua,<br \/>\nQet\u00ebsin\u00eb do t\u00eb ta sjell<br \/>\nDhe do ta mbaj me kyc,<br \/>\nN\u00eb zemr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde strukur.<br \/>\nLe t\u00eb rrah\u00eb e qet\u00eb atje<br \/>\nDhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb jem i lumtur.<\/p>\n<p>Grua,<br \/>\nUniversin do ta mbledh<br \/>\nDhe do ta sjell n\u00eb grusht,<br \/>\nN\u00eb m\u00ebndjen t\u00ebnde ndrydhur.<br \/>\nT\u00eb ngopesh me pafund\u00ebsi<br \/>\nDhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb jem i lumtur.<\/p>\n<p>Grua,<br \/>\nDo t\u00eb ta sjell edhe durimin.<br \/>\nDo ta strehoj aty,<br \/>\nN\u00eb shpirtin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb bukur.<br \/>\nDurimi shpirtin t\u00eb t\u00eb shplodh\u00eb<br \/>\nDhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb jem i lumtur.<\/p>\n<p>Se ti je grua e pazakont\u00eb.<br \/>\nMe or\u00eb, dit\u00eb, vite, m\u00eb mban n\u00eb sy.<br \/>\nGjysm\u00eb njeriu u b\u00ebra q\u00eb kur t\u00eb njoha,<br \/>\nSe gjysm\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr ta kisha falur ty.<\/p>\n<p><strong>T\u00cb M\u00cb DUASH T\u00cb DIELAVE<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ndyshon di\u00e7ka kur bie drita xhamave.<br \/>\nT\u00eb dielat sikur paskan drit\u00eb edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb.<br \/>\nDuket qyteti k\u00ebrkon me ngulm nj\u00eb rast t\u00eb lumtur.<br \/>\nHapi perdet, erdh h\u00ebna! Besoj, nuk je n\u00eb gjum\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Sh\u00ebtit ajo n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, t\u00eb puth edhe n\u00eb faqe<br \/>\nE ngjan me nj\u00eb lum\u00eb njer\u00ebzish q\u00eb sillet si t\u00eb doj\u00eb.<br \/>\nN\u00eb trotuare, kafen\u00e8, pse jo edhe n\u00eb pabe,<br \/>\nPor un\u00eb tek syt\u00eb e tu gjithnj\u00eb do t\u2019p\u00ebrfundoj.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00eb them: Shikom\u00eb! Dhe ti m\u00eb thua: Zem\u00ebr!<br \/>\nSi p\u00ebrp\u00eblitet zemra, a mundet t\u00eb ma thuash?<br \/>\nSa dit\u00eb t\u00eb jav\u00ebs ik\u00ebn, s\u2019arrita t\u2019u ve em\u00ebr<br \/>\nPor ti t\u00eb dielave s\u2019do mund t\u00eb mos m\u00eb duash.<\/p>\n<p>Ndyshon di\u00e7ka kur h\u00ebna troket xhamave.<br \/>\nAjo m\u00eb vjen n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, m\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel n\u00eb gjum\u00eb.<br \/>\nMos ky qytet k\u00ebrkon nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr rast t\u00eb humbur?!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebj q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb duash t\u00eb dielave m\u00eb shum\u00eb?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>N\u00cb DJALL VAFSHI!&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Rreze drite n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb,<br \/>\nNuk ngjasoj me at\u00eb q\u00eb shkoi:<br \/>\nM\u00eb i plakur, m\u00eb i fryr\u00eb,<br \/>\nPor m\u00eb i pasuri nga soj.<br \/>\nE v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e hidhur kjo<br \/>\nE poetit t\u00eb vonuar.<br \/>\nT\u00eb q\u00ebllon dhe ja, provo,<br \/>\nNga vetja t\u00eb jesh leht\u00ebsuar.<br \/>\nIsha nj\u00eb nga ata q\u00eb s\u2019bije,<br \/>\n\u00cbndrrimtar\u00eb, agim me ves\u00eb,<br \/>\nQ\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin drit\u00eb n\u00eb hije,<br \/>\nM\u00ebndja kurr\u00eb t\u00eb mos i vdes\u00eb.<br \/>\nDhe p\u00ebrher\u00eb mbetur n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb,<br \/>\nS\u2019i donin v\u00ebshtrimet bosh.<br \/>\nU p\u00ebrgjigjeshin nd\u00ebr dh\u00ebmb\u00eb:<br \/>\n&#8220;N\u00eb djall vafshi! Gj\u00eb s\u2019na josh.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ngjizjet shpesh jan\u00eb dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebqija,<br \/>\nJan\u00eb si gropat me gjarp\u00ebrinj.<br \/>\nMb\u00ebrritur von\u00eb, t\u00eb ze pleq\u00ebria<br \/>\nDhe d\u00ebshtimet shpesh t\u00eb mpijn\u00eb.<br \/>\nNdaj m\u00eb thonin shok\u00eb e miq:<br \/>\n&#8220;Mos limo vargje t\u00eb mjera.<br \/>\nK\u00ebmb\u00ebngul, mos u t\u00ebrhiq,<br \/>\nS\u2019ka poeti arm\u00eb t\u00eb tjera.\u201d<br \/>\nDhe i ruhesha s\u00eb keqes.<br \/>\nVjen e keqja kot s\u00eb koti.<br \/>\nSi poet i thoja vetes:<br \/>\nN\u00eb djall vafsh, n\u00eb s\u2019je i zoti.<\/p>\n<p>Shpesh t\u00ebr\u00eb gaz, i \u00e7ensuruar,<br \/>\nSikur shigjetoj pushtetet.<br \/>\nVe\u00e7 n\u00eb vargje kam tentuar<br \/>\nDashuri pafund t\u00eb mbetet.<br \/>\nN\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb prej dim\u00ebrak\u00ebsh,<br \/>\nVargu mbase sjell pranver\u00ebn.<br \/>\nAjo sjell funde d\u00ebshtak\u00ebsh<br \/>\nDhe poetin deh me er\u00ebn.<br \/>\nNdaj nuk gjendem qoft\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb,<br \/>\nN\u2019asnj\u00eb rresht n\u00ebp\u00ebr gazeta.<br \/>\nFaqet i kan\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb orgjit\u00eb.<br \/>\nVall\u00eb t\u00eb jen\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta?!&#8230;<br \/>\nPor kronika e zez\u00eb ka zbritur,<br \/>\nNdaj i urt\u00eb prita sa prita,<br \/>\nBot\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u2019i ul\u00ebritur:<br \/>\n\u201cN\u00eb djall vafsh, moj, me t\u00eb gjitha!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nuk dor\u00ebhiqem. Jam poet.<br \/>\nS\u2019jam profet i k\u00ebsaj bote.<br \/>\nDesha t\u2019 jua m\u00ebsoj k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb,<br \/>\nNga p\u00ebrvoja, mote e mote.<br \/>\nNdaj do t\u00eb ec mes fishk\u00ebllimash,<br \/>\nT\u2019u \u00e7liroj nga vetja ime.<br \/>\nFundja ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb trill trimash,<br \/>\n\u00cbnd\u00ebrrim mbi \u00ebnd\u00ebrrime.<br \/>\nJam nj\u00eb i \u00e7mendur q\u00eb b\u00ebrtet,<br \/>\nDashurin\u00eb k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb lidh\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8220;Mjaft m\u00eb, mjaft, se ndihem keq!<br \/>\nN\u00eb djall vafshi q\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Po \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebj?!&#8230;Nuk jam nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr.<br \/>\nS\u2019kam ndryshuar q\u00eb i mitur.<br \/>\nShpirtin kam mik m\u00eb t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr<br \/>\nSe kjo mask\u00eb q\u00eb po mbaj ngjitur.<br \/>\nSi armiq e miq t\u2019ju kem,<br \/>\nMe d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimin q\u00eb s\u2019e shqita.<br \/>\nNuk do t\u2019mundem kurr\u00eb t\u2019ju them<br \/>\n&#8220;N\u00eb djall vafshi, me t\u00eb gjitha.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00cbNGA E REFUGJATIT<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Emri im \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb si parja e kuqe.<br \/>\nDel n\u00eb sheshe tragetesh, mbin n\u00eb aerodrome.<br \/>\nGjat\u00eb e l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb rresht si t\u00eb ish njeri me huqe,<br \/>\nSikur kish dal\u00eb motelesh veshur me kondome.<\/p>\n<p>I ngjan fytyra ime nj\u00eb pasqyre t\u00eb krisur.<br \/>\nVe\u00e7 refugjat\u00eb me sy t\u00eb ndritsh\u00ebm pasqyron.<br \/>\nSa her\u00eb flasim n\u00eb skype s\u2019rri pa t\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebritur:<br \/>\n\u201cDije, kurr\u00eb s\u2019kam qen\u00eb dhe s\u2019do t\u00eb jem demon.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pran\u00eb s\u2019mund t\u00eb m\u00eb mbaje n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb keqe.<br \/>\nJam zot i vetes, tjet\u00ebrkujt nuk i takoj.<br \/>\nNj\u00eb qiell t\u00eb thyer cop\u00eb kam marr\u00eb me vete.<br \/>\nSa shum\u00eb e desha! Kurr\u00eb s\u2019do ta harroj.<\/p>\n<p>I heshtur endem, thith aj\u00ebr me vegime.<br \/>\nMe nat\u00ebn puthem, ndukem dhe b\u00ebj dashuri.<br \/>\nS\u2019paska pasur nj\u00eb plis nga ajo toka ime<br \/>\nT\u00eb m\u00eb shtr\u00ebngoj\u00eb fort e t\u00eb m\u00eb mbaj\u00eb n\u00eb gji?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Mendimi im i ngjan nj\u00eb zogu t\u00eb shteg\u00ebtuar.<br \/>\nIk\u00ebn n\u00eb prag vjeshte, t\u00eb gjej\u00eb pak ngrohtesi.<br \/>\nSe rruga \u00ebsht\u00eb e hapur, telat me dh\u00ebmb\u00eb rr\u00ebzuar.<br \/>\nMos m\u00eb k\u00ebrko. S\u2019m\u00eb mban. I lidhur dot nuk rri.<\/p>\n<p>Tashm\u00eb, e di. Kjo rrug\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb rruga ime.<br \/>\nS\u2019e zgjodha un\u00eb, dhurat\u00eb ma dhan\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb.<br \/>\nNuk ka tabela, as semafor\u00eb, ka vet\u00ebm \u00ebnd\u00ebrrime.<br \/>\nNdaj ti pa droj\u00eb m\u00eb thuaj: \u201cEc edhe m\u00eb merr!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Po rrug\u00ebn time e ka z\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb gjum\u00eb i thell\u00eb.<br \/>\nN\u00eb fund t\u00eb saj s\u2019m\u00eb jep qoft\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb yll.<br \/>\nP\u00ebr dashuri gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb jep t\u00eb njejt\u00ebn gjell\u00eb:<br \/>\nNj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb shpine shtegut, n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb njejtin pyll.<\/p>\n<p><strong>SHI I SHPIRTIT TIM<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Shi i shpirtit tim,<br \/>\nShi pa pranga\u2026<br \/>\nZbutm\u00eb plag\u00ebt,<br \/>\nPlag\u00ebt e p\u00ebrgjakura t\u00eb mundit,<br \/>\nMos i ler\u00eb t\u00eb zen\u00eb merimanga.<br \/>\nMiku im i mir\u00eb,<br \/>\nShi plot hir.<br \/>\nShuama grahm\u00ebn e dhembjes.<br \/>\nFreskom\u00eb qelizat e mendjes.<br \/>\nT\u00eb mos rend kuturu.<br \/>\nNgreje vetull\u00ebn t\u00ebnde,<br \/>\nYlberin,<br \/>\nJa, k\u00ebshtu:<br \/>\nBashkoja kreun dhe fundin,<br \/>\nMir\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe m\u00ebshir\u00ebn\u2026<br \/>\nShi i shpirtit tim,<br \/>\nP\u00ebr mua,<br \/>\nB\u00ebje m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn!<br \/>\nSe je shi i shpirtit tim,<br \/>\nShi pa pranga<br \/>\nDo m\u00eb zbus\u00ebsh plag\u00ebt,<br \/>\nMos t\u00eb kem m\u00eb danga\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u00cb SILL PAK DET!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb sill pak det!<br \/>\nNga ai q\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel brinj\u00ebt e qytetit tim.<br \/>\nE dua nga ai t\u00eb jet\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb sill pak det!<br \/>\nN\u00eb valixhe ndrydhe, si p\u00ebrrallat me qilim,<br \/>\nSi suferin\u00eb mbi ret\u00eb<\/p>\n<p>Ta ngjesh mbi kok\u00eb.<br \/>\nT\u00eb ngopem e t\u00eb dehem me arom\u00eb e krip\u00eb,<br \/>\nTa p\u00ebrqafoj si shok.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00eb sill pak det!<br \/>\nT\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb sill pak det! T\u00eb vras vetmin\u00eb.<br \/>\nVetmia po m\u00eb vret.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dy fjal\u00eb: Nga mesazhi i autorit t\u00eb respektuar z. Vaso Papaj m\u00ebsova se disa nga poezit\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb botuara tashm\u00eb, ndonj\u00ebra aty-k\u00ebtu dhe pa botuar akoma por do t&#8217;p\u00ebrfshihen n\u00eb v\u00ebllimin q\u00eb po p\u00ebrgatitet nga ai, dhe q\u00eb paratitullohet &#8220;Koncert n\u00ebn Narkoz\u00eb&#8221;. 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